Happy 2010

He’s gone. Perhaps forever.

I don’t hope to see him ever again. It’s kinda unsettling, considering that I was hoping, thinking, contemplating the ‘possibility’ of a ‘something’…

I don’t know if I am heartbroken or relieved.

I don’t know if I should be reacting at all, considering that he didn't deem it necessary to tell me anything.

I think I am shattered. In a way.

I think I am whole again. In a way.

I consider this God’s will.

“Behold Thy handmaid. Be it unto me according to Thy word.” ~ Luke 1:38