Thursday, March 24, 2011

Darling Psycho 2

I try to sleep. I can’t. I think of the feel of your lips on mine.

I don’t know what it is about you that makes me want to keep coming back to you. And it’s driving me crazy.

Maybe it is just an intense attraction to you – a need to feel you next to me; to be able to hold your hand and allow it to wander a little…

Or maybe it is love.

But is it, really? I don’t know. I would love to know, you know. I would love to be able to tell for sure. And do away with these uncertainties, these dualities, this greyness…

And yet, I don’t want to expect anything – from you, from us, from this that is; or perhaps isn’t.

I want to shut you out. I want to pull you in and never let go.

I want to understand what it is that I want.

I try. I fail. I keep trying.


  1. It is this intense attraction, isnt it? You mind gives you a thousand reasons to not act on it but you cant help it. Its unhealthy, its wrong, its bad. he is not the right one. But it doesn't matter... you have to kiss him, just one more time.

    Yeah, I know how it is.

  2. @Raaji

    That would be an understatement, eh? :D